feeling 22

it's this crazy feeling that giving me sleepless night.
i just can't let it go
don't want to meet her, don't even want to think abt it.
wht the hell man!!!
it's a kind of feeling like i m with the fruit i like, but the taste is not here
hopefully i just .... just thinking too much
all right cool down....
cool down....
oh shut....
can not....
1 more night again spending in front of com by watching movies
the feeling become deeper and deeper
it penetrates through my heart
to head nerves
ahh pls let me get out of here